I Corinthians 15:19-26
John 20:1-18
Preached by Rev. Dr. Jason
Haddox
Alleluia! Christ is
risen!
They knew that he was dead. That much was beyond question. Mary Magdalene, Peter, John the Beloved
Disciple, Nicodemus, Mary his mother…they had seen it happen. They had heard the screams and cries of pain,
the crack of the leg bones of the crucified men being broken to hasten death,
the final gasps for breath. They had
held him in their arms, washed his body and wrapped it in the strips of
linen. They had placed him in the cave,
had heard the stone being rolled into place and finally the dry, dusty silence
that followed.
They had been silent all that
night, and the following day and night.
It was the feast of the Passover, a great day of rejoicing and
celebrating in Jerusalem, and the noise of the crowds of pilgrims was
tremendous. Mary, Peter, John, the
others…they did not celebrate. They
might go through the motions, prepare the meal and set the table, but their
hearts found it impossible to celebrate the day.
I wonder if, sometimes, we
find ourselves out of sequence with the calendar? I wonder if anyone came here today knowing
(or imagining) that you “ought” to feel a certain way, but don’t? As your pastor, I know a few stories—your own
Good Friday sufferings, and the struggles that many of you are facing, on your
own behalf or that of loved ones.
That sorrow and struggle and
suffering continues to affect us all, that much is beyond question. That the world itself, in every place, from
Augusta, Georgia to Augusta, Maine, from Atlanta to Australia, still wrestles
with the powers of sin and death; that too is beyond question or doubt. Our garden here beside the church is a
cemetery, and I frequently encounter people who come to be there, early in the
morning, or late in the evening. Their
presence bears witness to this ongoing struggle. They come to be with; they come to
remember. Not expecting anything in
particular.
When the worst thing that
could happen, had happened, and the powers of death and destruction had had the
final word, Mary Magdalene went to the tomb.
Not expecting anything in particular, early on that first day of the
week; she just wanted to be near him.
She just wanted to “be with.”
What she and the others find
there is inexplicable. It wasn’t merely
“they couldn’t believe their eyes”; it simply wasn’t possible. They saw
him on the cross; they washed his lifeless body with their own hands, they laid him in the cave themselves. To learn that
this was not a grave robbery, not some twisted prank, left no explanation
whatsoever. They all are beyond
confused; not knowing how to proceed or what to do next. Peter and John drift off, heading home
perhaps, or looking for the first-century equivalent of Starbucks before
beginning the day.
Mary remains: still confused,
still bewildered, still frustrated beyond words. Perhaps we know that feeling? When there is nothing to be done, no real
solution to the problem, and seemingly no way out. All we can do, it appears, is remain there in
the moment.
She sees two figures in white
robes—messengers, which is the primary meaning of the word “angel.” She doesn’t recognize them as such, just at
the moment. We usually recognize angels
only after the fact—but that’s another sermon altogether.
She stands, still confused,
still weeping. Still not seeing what she
doesn’t expect to see.
The gardener—as she
supposes—comes up to her. And asks her: “Whom do you seek? Whom are you looking for?”
We’ve heard that question
before, earlier in the Gospel of John.
When Jesus was in another garden, in Gethsemane on the Mount of Olives,
before he was arrested, twice he asked the authorities who came to arrest him:
Whom are you looking for? And twice they
answered him: Jesus of Nazareth.
This is the third time that
question comes from Jesus’ lips.
The answer is the same, but
not the same at all.
Mary cannot see; she cannot
recognize; she can barely speak.
In her grief and confusion,
she is like one close to death herself.
Until he calls her name.
Until he calls her, by name.
Then she hears. Then she sees. Then she speaks.
Then the breath of life comes
into her, as it did in another garden,
in Eden, when God created life at the beginning of all things.
Her shock and amazement and
incredulity is just that—she didn’t expect to find him at all. He was dead; he was buried; he was gone; that
was it. Game over.
But God had something else in
mind. When the worst that could happen,
did happen, and the powers of death and destruction had had the final word, God
had another word after that. And that
word brought new life out of old death; breathed the breath of life into dust
and ashes. Faced with the worst that
human sin and suffering could do, God did something even more wonderful. A new creation comes to birth, by the power
and mercy and love of God for all the creation.
The last enemy to be destroyed is death; the destruction of death has
begun. Christ first; in God’s good time,
all the rest of us with him.
She didn’t expect it at
all. None of them did. Nor do we.
This week, in those places
and situations where you are quite sure that it’s all over, the end has come,
no way out…look for the angels. You may
not recognize them at first. That’s
okay. Look for the gardener, as you may suppose him or her to be, who comes to
call you, in the midst of confusion and sadness and incomprehension. Who comes, and calls you by name. Who comes into all our places of death and
destruction, to bring good news of God’s life and unconquerable love.
And then, go tell the
others. For it is good news, today and
tomorrow and all the days to come.
Alleluia, Christ is risen!
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